Boy with braces..

So, a few weeks ago, i'm driving and this guy in a truck keeps pulling up aside me...we keep getting eye contact,he's cute..we finally pull up to a stoplight and he says, 'what's your favorite color?'.. i  think for a second, and say 'blue,'...then he says, 'wanna get a beer?',.. i say, 'i'm on my way to work,' he asks where i work and smiles, he has braces.....i tell him, and think,hes really young..anyway,Ashley says a guy with braces came into work before i got there and i don't think about it again..fast forward one month, a guy comes in looking for a belt, he's got braces and tattoos,it's the guy from the stoplight. He acts like it's an accident and says,'hey, i think i met you at a stoplight', good one, yes i remember....he asks me out and i go out with him,we have dinner at his house with our kids, his daughter terrorizes Georgia for an hour,until Georgia finally gets revenge..i drink too much,spend the night in his bed, WITH georgia....not even a kiss for the poor guy,but i actually had a good time...we haven't seen each other since,today i get a text to come outside of my work and he's eating lunch with his kids on his tailgate outside my store..it's kinda cute, he asks me out tonight,i'm thinking i might go......that is unless i'm too tired.................jesus,i'm getting old.....

reflections

I'm sitting here on a sunday night alone....go figure....I say I want a man,but when it comes to actually going out and making an effort,i'm just too lazy and tired. Last night was pretty interesting,went to our local bar, met a bunch of guys,saw a woman i hate,had some drunk talk with the 'hot guy from high school', who's not so hot now,was asked out by a guy i'm convinced is gay,danced,got my free drink for being stabbed,ya,another great story...pretty much groundhog day in folsom last night.....I'm still a little bummed about running into the love of my life last week,the guy who broke my heart into a thousand pieces. ..how can one guy still get to me so much? I'm so disappointed in myself,i should've never let myself fall for that 49yr old's game...God that sounds funny,..a 49yr old with game? An oxymoron.....whatever,i was at a weak point in my life..to be honest,when i saw him the other night he looked a little like a woman...As for my weekend in Vegas....it all went awesome,had a great time,feel like 'vegas man', is exactly where i wanted him...now not sure what i really want...does that make me a bitch? I obviously have no idea what i want..........

Handsome new friend............

So, i'm off to Vegas today.....let's see how much trouble i can get into at the airport. So, last week,i was stuck in an airport for 8hours because i was 2mins too late for my united flight. I was totally bummed,thought it was gonna suck. As i was sitting in the bar and scoping out any potential conversation,the guy next to me(handsome and tall) leans over and says 'i bet you get seated next to them...' and points to obese dirty couple at table next to me......we laugh and i move to his table and we start talking(flirting) and keep getting bumped from same flights,meaning more time in the bar. I was drinking coronas,he not drinking...anyway,we decide that for next flight we should sit next to each other,he suggests i go to checkin lady,who's been watching us,and say we're friends and want to sit together...i'm buzzed,i go up and say that,she looks at me and says...'hmmmmm,didn't know u two even knew each other".....scandalous...LOL..we end up sitting next to each other,talking,laughing,looking at pics on my phone........................we land and are going to diff places. We get off plane and he says,how adventurous are you,ofcourse i'm acting cool and say 'ummm,more adventurous than you.." well,the family bathroom was locked,thank God,i couldn't have gone through with it,i'm a big chicken,lol....We're at my gate now,and i'm totally sad....i'm gonna miss my new friend.....we say goodbye, i make standby,as i land i see i have a message on my facebook from my new airport 'friend'...we email about all the things we should've done,wonder why we met,wonder if fate means anything,we talk for 3nights,he wants to see me again.......probably won't happen.....he's now back home with his wife and kids....I wonder if things were different what would be with this handsome stranger......oh well, off to my next story...........:)